Luv you till my last breath, Mum

2009-02-19T04:07:00.000-08:00

Lastest picture of mum. Now mum will respond to our query. Alhamdulillah. At least we knows that she knows her surrounding. We always hope she will get better each day. Now with my hubby conditioned, i cant care for her like always did. I only pray for her good progress. I hope i can gives my best & sincerity hand to my family.I always ask for patience & strong will, Insyaallah.

Mum is holding dad's picture.

This photo taken so that Helfi's father can see mum & dad too. Im sure this will lighten his home sick & family.

2009-02-07T04:11:00.000-08:00

Name : Aqil Izz Anaqi

DOB : 04.02.2009

Weight : 3.66 kg

Doctor : Sidek Shamsudin

Hospital : Mount Alvernia

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Parent : Nur Hudha & Zaki

At last my title is 'Granny' thanks to Hudha & Zaki...hehehe

Daddy helps to clear Aqil's wastage.

Feeding time

2009-02-05T04:09:00.000-08:00

Birthday Person : Liana & Lee

Month : Feb 09

2009-01-15T04:58:00.000-08:00

Date : 15th January 2008

Venue : Kinsen Equipment Trading Pte Ltd

Subject : Azhar's 41st Birthday

The one & only birthday guy in January.

Wish him luck,happiness & good health.

2009-01-04T05:00:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah managed to get my family, sista & Nurul to have nice feast at Clementiwood Sakura.

2009-01-01T22:02:00.000-08:00

Irsyad's room...getting ready to go school...

Recently i revamp both my son's room. Look more neater now than systematic.

Both boys have private space to work on but of course no locking room doors.

Irsyad study space.

Iskandar room

Irsyad PC which kindly donated by my sista.

Iskandar PC now.

Of coz not forgetting my onlye lappy.

2009-01-01T06:58:00.000-08:00

Busy Saturday indeed. Managed to visit my bro & bring along Helfi with us. He talked to his father & my bro seems happy. We dropped by my house to pick Irsyad report book for his madrasah to enrol him to his new class at PPIS Jurong West. Alhamduilllah, we have the seat.

After sending my 3rd bro to his dialysis centre, went home for my prayers & get prepared to go to Funan to collect my sista lappy. Helfie so happy that day. Can see by his expression.

& finally we managed to get our mini lappy bag.

2008-12-24T16:00:00.000-08:00

Date : 24th Dec 2008

Venue : Kinsen Equipment Trading Pte Ltd

Occasion : X'mas cum Birthday party

Log & Bdae cakes that Prema help to buy.

The food that we ordered from Kak Siti. yummy...yummy

Me with the awful smile...huhu

yeah...thumb up babe!

Our 'kutip' X'mas tree & the lovely exchange gift.

This 2 minah desperately posing with the tree...

This pix was taken by Lee. Purposely zoom in to me....yucks, so ugly..

What a tree....!

Yummy & oily stuff for breakfast...hehehhe....thats gud sign, rite?

Manhunt contest, guess who will win?

The slumpcious cakes, cant resistable.

Bapak with b'dae lady, Etty Indrawan...

How old are you, Etty?

Kinsen lovely ladies...

Yeah, with Elsie....

With the manhunt, of course.

B'dae lady crowded with bunch of thorns....

again......????

The so called boring corner.

The always 'standing man'.

Bapak with the spoon fooding....hehehhee

Not forgeting our another MD, Mr Paul with his steadness.

Bunch of gerek corner.....

The End

2008-12-09T19:25:00.000-08:00

At last, we proudly attend Iskandar POP day @ Pulau Tekong. This time, me & Irsyad attend the function.

Iskandar which i circle the pic & his Taurus team proudly marched towards the guest of honour.

Parents given the honour to go down to Square Parade to put their son hat. Irsyad not letting the time goes without taking pic with his brother.

Yes, im proudly to take pic with abang.

Mama too.....

Ish....big boy my son now!

Im so proud of you, Is.

You stand proudly & serve your country. Syabas my son.

Time to relax & senang diri....

The video is not successful taken...well, im not professional in this.

2008-11-30T21:48:00.000-08:00

Nur Hudha & Mohd Zaki are lawful husband & wife on 30th Nov 2008.

Managed to snap few pics as im quite busy.

Alhamdulillah, semoga berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat. Insyaallah. Amin.

2008-11-18T04:47:00.000-08:00

Celebrating Birthday @ KINSEN on November 2008

2008-11-17T20:33:00.001-08:00

Thanks Prema for the wonderfull present for my 38th Birthday!

2008-11-10T16:01:00.000-08:00

On 7th Nov 08, my niece Chaca held her akad nikah or solemnised below her block witnessed by family members & followed by her 'sanding' on 8th Nov 08. May they blissfully marriage & live happily ever after. Insyaallah, Amin.

Already pronounce husband & wife.

To show they are now legally married with lawful certificate! Congrats to both of u.

Yeah, thumbs up for both mempelai..

Sesungguh anggunnye anak sedara aku ni....Masyaallah, berseri seri!

The 'Hantarans' from the bridegrooms.

Yes, you're the Queen of the Day!

Waiting patiently.....

Here comes the bridegroom......

Alhamdulillah, selamat naik ke pelamin akhirnya after being block by few of the relatives & mak andam...

2008-09-11T23:36:00.000-07:00

Today is the day we sent Iskandar off to Pulau Tekong which also the day that i felt so miserable to let him go during he sent us off for departure. Alhamdulillah, i manage to hide my sadness from him. We would miss him for 2 weeks.

Today too my hubby got stroke after we received call from Iskandar that night. These are the unforgettable day & cobaan yang hebat dari Allah.

2008-06-29T17:29:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah, the celebration went smoothly last Saturday, 28th June . This was our 1st engagement occasion within our sibling. So its kinda excited.hehehee.....That day was very busy day & for my elder bro & sis inlaw.

Some of the pix which i took from my niece's friendster for viewing.......

2008-05-15T14:23:00.000-07:00

Yesterday evening Iskandar received his & my letter from MINDEF. He got Army instead of Police which he always wanted.He will be in BTM on 11th Sept. I felt sad for a moment. We'll be missing him. Hmmm...how i miss my son . For the first time, he went to bed early. I guess this news had an impact on him. Insyaallah, everything will be fine.

2008-05-12T07:02:00.000-07:00

Last 30th April we had fun dine @ Clementiwood Sakura Restaurant which was organised by me. Actually i didnt organise much.Heheee....Alhamdulillah, it was great & fun having dinner with working colleagues & their families which tagged along too. As for me, i didnt had opportunity to bring my own family. Insyaallah, will do so which was few times highlighted by my MD.

Enjoy see the pix ya!

Our new admin staff, Imelda & beside me is Ylisli's wife & daughter.

Liana, Zul & Ylisli's daughter (Amani, i guess....forget her name! hehe)

Another group consists of Technician with their wife/fiance.

My group of great team.

My new GM, Darrick with the sales team.

Me again. Heheeee....

Azhar with wifey.

Mr Sendy with Kristian (Our IT Specialist from Jakarta) Its so co-incidence that he dropped by with his wife & daughter to join us.

Lee Eng Seng (Technical Manager) with his only son.

Handsome Tino with his lovely fiance.

Candid shot.

My 2 Directors. Mr Paul Volta & Mr Sendy Limanto.

We're busy playing games. 5 tough question given by Darrick which group by 3 groups.

Ish....Pak! Senyum2 fulak.Hehehee...

Everyone was tensed to answer the question. At last our group & sales group managed to get $50 while the technician group got $100. Good Try!

Last but not least, our cameraman of the day, Ylisli!

Thanks for the wonderful pix.

2008-05-09T20:27:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah, terima kasih Allah dengan pemberian mu.

2008-05-06T22:01:00.000-07:00

Its lil pumpkin's 8th Birthday!

Semoga diberi kesihatan, rezeki & diberkhati selalu. Insyaallah.Ameen.

This is what he wants for his birthday dinner.

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Jemput makan yok!

2008-04-26T14:48:00.000-07:00

The kiddos planned to wash the car on Saturday evening. It was a fun ones & cleaner too comparing washing corner @ petrol kiosk.

Nurul was busy scrubbing the tyres

While Irsyad busy adjusting his loose pants.

They both enjoy it so much eventhough that had to get water from the nearest tap behind the parking lot.

Helfi stay behind while everyone busy washing. He actually being punished by me due to running around & falling at the slippery spot.

After settle with the washy, its time the 3 kiddos to get themselves wet! They are splashing each other & get fully wet.

Its time to have a clean bath.

That how we spend one Saturday evening.

2008-04-25T14:31:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah...rezeki..rezeki...

When the weather extremely hot, this is what ur throat wants.. Bibik had packed for me today. Its so Lazat! She's a great cook!

2008-04-22T08:00:00.000-07:00

This morning i woke up fresh from bed after had 8+ hours of rest. Syukur Alhamdulillah. Even though as & when i woke up to check my 2 prince. I had this habit when i with mum. Yes, i admit that sometimes dont have enough sleep. Alhamdulillah, i was given enough energy to come to work & did my role as a wife & mother. I felt even syukur that i was given good health & rezeki yang diberikan. Masyaallah!!

Now, most of the night mum awakes. She will cried softly as if she's calling us or she will cough. I will put my hand on her chest while sleeping to ensure she feel secure that im around & i will be able attend to her fast when she's coughing. But when im off duty, i pitied my dad. Insyaallah, i hope everything will be normal soon.

We were out from our house early today. I went to pump in petrol while hubby & Irsyad went to their usual spot for their breakfast. As i passed KJE, it rains heavily. I suddenly think about dad as i've remind him not to sent Helfi to school if its rains heavily. When im reaching, i received sms @ 6.51 am as i thought it will be my lovely sahabat who always spare her time to send greeting or value advise as it is raining heavily now or might be my working colleague? Heheheee When i reached outside my office, the gate is still close. Hmmm....my boss is not in? or my boss wont be in today? After i've open the gate & getting slight wet due to heavy rain, i rather not to park first & eager to see who sent me the sms. When i opened, its from my boss saying, Nani dimana? Saya dekat bus stop 3M, kalo nani lewat jemput yah. Thank you.

So, im totally had a wrong guess! Heheheee....poor my boss didnt bring his compact umbrella along & was saying that he stranded there since 6am. Kesian kan. ....Then when ive parked my car, he said ' wah, sudah pass ni! Bole gitu. Hahahaaa

According to bibik, when dad leave the house with Helfi, it still not rain yet.

2008-04-21T09:17:00.000-07:00

Last nite, dad gave 4th bro's 2nd & 3rd letter which attention to me. Though its sad to hear his condition & how he missed Helfi but im helpless. Not sure he received my 1st letter. I forgotten that when i read his letters, mum is awake & she cried when hear it. Masyaallah.

Insyaallah, need to discuss with hubby regarding the issue.

2008-04-20T16:59:00.000-07:00

Today Irsyad early arise from bed as he planned to make something special. We went to Sheng Song to buy his needs & our weekly marketing. Once reached home, he started preparing it.

What else can it be. Pizza! The easiest ones! He had learnt from his Student Care Centre.

Bake for just few minutes........ &

its ready to serve. One plate for him & the other for his bro! In fact, he also packed for his Cikgu Insyirah (my favourite name, heheheee) his madrasah teacher.

Hubby went out with my 1st & 2nd bro to help settle some issues after received call. I salute to my brothers as they busy with their own family, they still care about his siblings. Even they havent sleep for day & they even not well. The worst is, this is not 1st time they settled it. Numerous. Alhamdulillah, we own caring brothers. After mum this state, our bonding became stronger & we often communicates even for small issue or just call to say hi!

While hubby away, i was busy the whole morning changing all the curtains & tons of washing to be done. If not, he will nag to get me rest instead. Hehehehe...To be frank, im not the one do the changing. I just instruct Iskandar to change as he do not needs to use any chair or climb cos he can easily reach the curtains poles to hang it.

I felt satisfied when the kitchen this state.

I felt great when the study room is well kept. But not the clothes!!!! Hmmm....sabar je la.

I felt satisfied when the boy's room is in order. Hmm....orelse its like bangla's estate.

& lastly our living room . Superb! Its clean. That's important. Even though sometimes i just can be bothered.

Syukur Alhamduillah, even though we have small space to shelter for a family but we're much comfortable & affordable with it. Ameen.

2008-04-19T21:48:00.000-07:00

Cik Alma dropped by as promised. She came with lots of oleh2. Kak Leha was around & having mee hoon putih which prepared by bibik. Now, mostly the food is prepared by her. I just need to do marketing & instruct her only.Heheheee....Bole gitu? I had also bought keledek which previously mum used to make. Im craving for it. I taught her once & she did it right. Alhamdulillah. Cik Alma was happy is being kiss & hug by Kak Leha. She even said personally to Kak Leha, sukanye Cik kena cium! Hehehehe...We broke to laughter. My this aunty kelakar orangnya.

As usual, Cik Alma will tell us stories. This time is her loves stories...........Oh yes! Kelakar banget! But its was a sad ending la babe! We still enjoy it so much. So now i understand that time she had asked dad to do prayers for this particular man. Even dad knows about it.

In the evening, i went back home after dad came back from work. I've planned to clean up my home sweet home as it been long since i really touched up. Ive planned to do it before hubby back home. With the help of my children, we done alot. Iskandar done all the fan cleaning. Irsyad cleaning all the mirror & vaccum. While im touching up the dirty toilets!!!!! Heheheee.....Alhamdulillah, we managed to finish it even hubby is back.

At least Sunday i can do ironing & washing. The most important thing i can have more time with my children. Especially Iskandar.

2008-04-18T16:12:00.000-07:00

Its been long since i last update about mum. Mum alhamdulillah sihat. We focus more to her bedsore. She still cant sit or bath on her wheel chair as before due to the bedsore. Now, i got no regrets why she cant talk or move. I have the answer for it. Alhamdulillah.

Maybe to some, we didnt do much for her. Its up to individual. Allah Maha Mengetahui. That's important . As i said, we Redha. Sometimes, i felt great that i still can do few commitments at one time as daughter, wife & mother. Not to forget that i have to thank my hubby & children for their understanding all this while.

2008-04-13T20:09:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day we attended Seminar 'Makrifatullah'. To be honest, ive learnt alot this 2 days seminar. Alhamdulillah, i've got my part, insyaallah. Hopefully my sons got theirs, insyaallah. The last session was touching ones. I've cried, to be exact most of us cried when Ustaz Hussein started the seminar with so beautiful words which opened our heart especially me with so much repentance. I admitted that i was dhaif & jahil before. Not to say that i am pious now. That's alot still need to learn & amend. Insyaallah, i hope i can change to be a better muslimah. The seminar had opened my 'Matahati' so widely which most of my doubt is clear.. To see what i am now & what im supposed to do next. Insyaallah.

Alhamdulillah, with so much thankful that Allah had given me chance to attend this seminar All things happened im REDHA with it. Yes, im truly REDHA ya ALLAH! Especially to mum.Im thankful that given chance to care for her. Im glad to have my dad & siblings. Im glad to have my children & husband too. All things happened or going to happen had been set in 'Loh Mahfuz'. Thank you Kak Leha, alhamdulillah now i understand.

Another touching session when ending our seminar with 'Doa' & we sang together 'Rintihan Perpisahan' originally sang by Nur Irsyad. Masyaallah, its really touched me so deeply. The seminar was free & so for other lessons.

Before end ending, Ustaz Nor Muhammad (Nur Irsyad's vocalist) gave 'taklimat' regarding the lessons which will handle by him. I was attracted when he sang surrah Al-Fateha. So merdu!!!

Lastly, we even have the certificate of attendance for the 6th & 12th April (9am to 5pm). Alhamdulillah.

My sons was all alone at the man's row. Irsyad asking loudly why only 2 of them there instead . It started to crack laughter at the female side. Hehehee....Im so thankful that Iskandar there for the 2 session. Alhamduilllah Allah, ko senangkan langkahnye untuk mengenai mu.

Even for sis & her princess. They've got theirs too. Syukur.

2008-04-12T20:08:00.000-07:00

After my morning lessons, we rushed to MNK agency to get Bibik's work permit renewed. I heard from Noraini that nowadays there's alot of abusive of maids. Masyaallah, seramnye.

Upon reaching at mum's abode, 2nd bro came with oleh2. Its Jihan 4th B'dae. All of us got the share. Even bibik also have hers. Aik! Rezeki. Heheheee...

Before bro left, he blanja us Mac Donald. Habis 60 ketul for the order. Kesian abang aku. Heheheee....Orang dah suro order je ape yang nak. Apa tunggu lagi. Hahahhaaa.....Tak pe, $60 habis berganda mendatang. Insyaallah. Ameen.

2008-04-11T16:06:00.000-07:00

This special cat always @ our door step. Sometimes she even left alone at home which nobody knows when she entered our house.Heheheee...That day when the fire incident happened at our house, she doesnt want to have her whiskas in the morning which hubby or Irsyad will put for her.

Hubby felt strange that morning why she doesnt want her meal. If not, we will hear she calling us for food if she knows we're awake.

Things happened unpredictable.

Irsyad is so attached to the cat. Dia tengok mama dia lalai je. Siap la dia. Hahaha... He even take this opportunity to be with the cat even have to do his homework on bed. Heheheee...

2008-04-08T22:03:00.000-07:00

Syukur Alhamdulillah. It kept repeating in my mind. This morning my tears dropped while i drove to work. Recalled back 2 incident happened to me & my family. I cant explain how thankful we are. I cant explain how lucky we are . We are safe & sound. Thats the utmost to describe our situation now.

Yesterday once i reached home, i knocked my neighbour door & thanked them sincerely. Im lucky to have such neighbour eventhough we not that closed. They told me everything. The family of 5 was so worried for us. They are busy waiting outside till hubby reached home. After did my 'fardhu' we rushed to get something to show our utmost appreciation even though i knew that no words or value can repay their kindness. Semoga keluarga mereka dimurahkan rezeki & sihat selalu. Insyaallah.

To all kind soul who call asking about the situation & cooling me down. From bottom of my heart thank you for your care & concern.

Lastly, i should raise my 2 palm up & REDHA that happened upon god's will. Dia yang Maha Besar,Maha Tinggi, Maha Luas, Maha Melihat, Maha Mendengar, Maha Mengetaui, Maha Meliputi, Maha Halus & Maha Mengeluasa. Dia mana kita memandang disitulah ALLAH ada.

Subhanaallah.

2008-04-07T09:00:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah, things went smoothly with the help of Kak Leha. She helped us alot. For me shes not only our teacher but our elder sister which wants the best for her sister. She not only getting us registered but to make us easier to attend this meaningful seminar yesterday.

Before, im getting few unsupportive feedback regarding this seminar. Alhamdulillah, its goes smoothly.

Syukur, this time i got my children tagged along smoothly. Alhamdullillah, all this with Kak Leha assistance.

Subhanaallah, sungguh indahnya Makrifatullah. Semoga kita mendapat keberkatanNYE. Insyaallah. Ameen.

After sits the seminar, i understand now makrifat DZAT kebesaranNYE. Insyaallah

2008-04-05T19:15:00.000-07:00

After my morning lesson with my 'supportive' Guru, we visited Sri Wahayu's abode to see her new arrival baby boy on 27th March 2008.

This kiddos enjoying themselves there & really makes themselves at home.

Here is Muhammad Shaziq which the kiddos cant wait to see him. Semoga dia menjadi anak yang soleh. Insyaallah.

When Shaziq woke, all the kiddos gathered around him & keeps snapping his pic.

See, Elfi cant resist touching Shaziq's head after few reminds. Hehehee....

Nurul too cant bear to leave him. Ishhh......

Before we set off, the kiddos cant leave without taking great pic which was drawn by Didi(Ayu's hubby) & her elder son, Shafiq.

Irsyad with his own funny pose.

Yes, not only nice decorated drawing on the wall, they have almost full set of music instruments. Da macam pat Jam sey.

For sure Irsyad do not want to be left out. Dia pun nak try pegang guitar karan babe!

When reach mum's place, i cant resist myself with Bibik's dishes of the day! Masyaallah seleranye!.....mana bole tolak sey even though Ayu had serve us with lots of deserts & continuously pouring our drinks. Heheheeee.....

2008-04-02T18:47:00.000-07:00

I met accident with lorry @ 6.30 am along Boon Lay Way which located just beside Jurong Point. That morning i went to deposit Irsyad's coin box & bought food from Old Chang Kee before i went to work.

Not sure who exactly at fault only HE knows & i 'redha' of what had happened.

Alhamdulillah, hubby was all by my beside when i really needs help. Not even a single words murmured blaming me. We so glad that there's no one injured. Syukur Alhamdulillah. After settle some issue, we even went for some shopping at United Square. Macam tak ada ape2 berlaku.

The lorry side door dented.

2008-03-30T22:03:00.000-07:00

This morning hubby done breakfast for us. Selamat tak payah susah2 buat or beli sarapan : ) . Even though sometimes the food looks slightly weird or funny but it taste so good. Heeheheee...

I spent my Sunday morning in front of TV enjoying the breakfast till aunt call told that my cousin hospitalised.

It was quite shocking news cos all the while she seems ok. Without hassle i call my sibling especially elder sis to plan for visit.

After sent elder sis to attend her fren's wedding function @ Bukit Batok that morning, we headed to NUH.

Poor my cousin, doctor said that her sickness due to tiredness & stress. Alhamdulillah, when she collapse her children was around. Hopefully she will back as normal, Insyaallah.

After alight elder sis, we went to my sis-in-law's daughter wedding function @ Lagun Sari Seafood Restaurant. We finally reached almost 4pm. The function quite grand.I feel much comfortable with air conditioning as the weather is quite hot.

Hubby got the chance to meet his siblings especially his brothers. They are happy to see other. There are a lot to Q & A session. Hehehee....Maklum sekali2 jumpa! Mostly the relatives will dropped to our table & start guessing hubby name. One of the funniest part when this lady approached hubby & told him her name. Hubby cant recall any. Then she start to tell hubby about how close they are when were kids. Hehehee....Muka laki aku cramp sey....Dia langsung tak kenal kakak tu.Hehehehe....Kakak tu bukan main semangat sey bercerita. Anyway, she's friendly & happy to see her long lost friend. Hahahaha.....

My lil pumpkin was starving since we had bread only for breakfast. At last, he had his 2nd helping at the function even though we bought some light food on the way.

The pix was taken by Irsyad. Quite blurred but Ok la. The place is nice & cosy.

Alhamdulillah, all 3 of my sister in law princess had settle down.

2008-03-26T16:43:00.000-07:00

Once i've work under them at Panasonic. They are my bosses. The lady is my GM, the man beside me is my Supervisor, Thomas & Zai is my ex-colleague but we still working hand in hand. The last person that ive yet to mention is my current MD. Bukan main lentok pak!!...hehehee

We've been working together since 1994. Hopefully we can goes on. Insyaallah.

Thanks to Thomas for sending this pictures as per my request. They came to our office for meeting last month.

2008-03-24T16:31:00.000-07:00

At about 10.36 am Ayu sent me SMS saying ''Ros its abt time to give birth. Doa kan la biar aku senang melahirkan. Insyaallah!'' When i see the message, im happy for her. It also makes me flash back all my memories when im at her stage. Ayu giving birth to her 3rd child after 10 years gap. Macam same2 gitu!

Semoga Allah memberi dia kemudahan untuk melahirkan. Insyaallah. Ameen.

2008-03-22T21:00:00.000-07:00

Saturday we have Kak Leha to guide us. Im so thankful that we had great teacher. She's not only teacher but a friend to confide our problems , uncertain issues. Anything that we felt doubt, we will confide to her. Every lesson now is interesting & we always looking forward. As what she said, she wants us to feel relax & FREE from stress during the lesson. Not only we benefit from it but we're enjoying the lesson too.

We will serve her with light food first while bibik preparing fried macroni. Numurous time she told us to be simple as possible but we felt we have to continue the tradition during mum was mobile. The tradition have to move on. Insyaallah, mum will get the blessing. Ameen.

Alhamdulillah, i've cleared some uncertain issue & i really hope to find solution there. Insyaallah!

After lesson, i had last minute appointment with my buddy, Asia. We went to Swensen @ JP. First time i went there with no makeup on where i didnt bring my make up kit along. Hahahaaa......i felt that i went out NAKED! Thanks ton for your nice compliment about my natural beauty. I felt that it was like.... natural beast! bole gitu. Hahahaaa. Anyway, its was marvellous one. Insyaallah, we'll set another date wokey!

Hmmm....i felt very full through out the day with the meal & the deserts. Superb!!!

2008-03-21T23:02:00.000-07:00

Today we met Ayu & Didi . Earlier when i told Ayu that my car speaker not function, Didi volunteer to have a look. I felt bad when hubby scolded me for the trouble to get the couple come all the way here where Ayu was waiting for her due date.

Didi not only do the setting for us, he even help us to polish scratch area with a solution. Paisey sey! Kesian jugak tengok dia really semanget help us. Thank you so much. After dinner, we spent few hours bersantai at parking lot to get the things done.

Thumbs up to the couple. We really appreciate that!

2008-03-20T13:35:00.000-07:00

I've told myself whatever i heard might be not true or by mistake but today i've seen PROOF. Masyaallah!

Let fate deal with it.

2008-03-12T08:39:00.000-07:00

I believe 'rezeki' datang dari NYE. Alhamdulillah, i never expect anything in return when i did something sincerely from my bottom of heart. I felt reluctant to accept. All i can say now is thank you.

Ku bersyukur kepada Allah yang memberi kesihatan & rezeki yg murah. Ameen.

2008-03-12T08:15:00.000-07:00

Early this morning, i got a good lecture by dad eventhough i havent told hubby anything. Dad ask me whether i speed when rainning weather? Heheheee......See if they were to know the fact, i will gets every minutes when i see him. Dad worried when i told bibik yesterday that i lost my way when she called me asking my whereabouts & most important dad worried about Helfi. He told me that he wanted to fetch him instead. I knew he didnt want to burden me.

I received my 4th bro letter which attention to me. Insyaallah will reply soonest. Its really pain to read his content. When i see Helfi this morning i felt sorry for him. Insyaallah, ape yang terjadi pasti ada 'HIKMAHNYE'!

2008-03-11T22:14:00.000-07:00

Today on my way back journey was not a smooth route. I lost my way!!! Oh yes, im totally lost! I supposed exit to Mandai but i could not make it cos all motorcars didnt gives me way. Actually im totally to be blame cos i didnt follow the lane. I thought i can squeeze in but no one bother to gives me way. Serve me right!

I was totally scared when i went to wrong exit & the best part is the place which i never been or maybe never notice.. My heart pumping fast. At first, i just follow the lane which i thought i can make u-turn but it leads me further instead to Gambas Ave & Senoko. Luckily as usual Prema will call me. I told her the incident & she gets Sathiya to rescue. At first i hesitated but after i thought of it, i'll gives a try. In beginning i told myself not to tell hubby or else im in a 'big shit'! Firstly he will scold me for the carelessness which i didnt follow my lane until i im overshot! Secondly, he will definately feels worried. To be honest, i felt terrible scared. It takes me for a while to gives Sathiya the landmark cos im at woodlands industrial side & the road sign is like misleading...heheheee. Like real only hor!

Sathiya patiencely lead me to Admiralty Road West. When i reached An-Nur Mosque, he told me keep left which later i exit to KJE/PIE. Alhamdulillah, when i saw this sign, i felt relieved. All the worries gone. My mind was thinking whether i can fetch my nephew on time cos was already 6.11 pm which normally this time im at below mum's block dropping Helfi home. Sathiya really sweet to make me calm & convince me that i can make it. Sathiya was laughing away when i told me the reason why i didnt tell my husband earlier instead. Im sure by the next day, my entire family knows what is going on & dad especially will gives me a good lecture. Serve me double rite!

Today i really learn good lesson. Alhamadulillah, i managed to overcome it. Earlier, i try my best to gives as much information to Sathiya to guide me along the way even though its quite tough cos i need to make sure to drive safely especially rainning weather. Alhamdulillah, Allah open ways to lead me home safely & easy. Thumbs up to Sathiya annee & Prema Babe! I owed u all one daaa!

2008-03-09T22:03:00.000-07:00

Today went Sheng Shiong with elder sis & managed to get the things to boil cooling drink for my family as taught by my cuzzin. Elder sis also trying it. As i shooo kia su, i boiled 2 big corningware for my family but turns up im the one who drink more. Hubby were just laughing away to see me. He told me that now our fridge is stuck with so many stuff like brownie, pudding batik, dadih & now we need to stuff in the drink???? Heheheeee...... Actually ive also make 'Apam' which my family doesnt like so much. Susah la kalo da pandai buat kueh ni....Ish!

2008-03-08T22:59:00.000-08:00

Today we start our recite 'Quran' lesson since Jun 2006 that was s. We proceed the lesson without mum but we guess mum must be happy we continue the lesson. Dad was glad too. Everything goes smoothly, Alhamdulillah. To be honest, i didnt do my homework before the lesson but i manage to recite for 3 pages eventhough there a slight hiccups especially the 'effak'. Alhamdulillah. Kak Leha always there to give us her positive remarks & attitude. That is why i feel so wasted if we stop our lesson.

As usual we will recite 'Dua' after finished. This time our recite was a special one. We recite 'Dua' for mum recovery. My tears almost drop when Kak Leha recite. Insyallah, our prayers will be heard. Ameen.

That day i spent time doing some teaching with Helfi since his in K1. Alhamdulillah, after few session with him. He is following up fast. I felt touched when he drew his dad surrounded with pillars. I guess he knows where his dad whereabouts. I told him not to draw that picture anymore. Poor Helfi.

2008-03-07T22:45:00.000-08:00

Yeah, finally im on leave today. But on 1/2 day. Hehehehee...its been quite long since i took previously. Hmmmmm......not sure when i got the chance to take few days continuously. How i need so badly. Especially when your children is on school holiday.

Ok, that day i spend my quality time with my lil pumpkin.

Im glad to hear Mrs Fahmi comments on Irsyad & she will assure to call me if need to. Alhamdulillah, hopefully everything will be fine.

We went to JP to dip in my cravingness for KFC. Heheheee. Seems the kiddos also enjoying themselves. We went for fast shop & went home.

I fetch Helfi early to join us too. He looked so happy & enjoy himself though at times Irsyad bullied him. Heheheee.....Poor Helfi!

That evening went for out for dinner with hubby. Hmmm....i tell you im already full with the licking good KFC but no choice had to go another round with him. Hahahahaaa.......

2008-03-06T08:55:00.000-08:00

At 6.40 am on my way to work i saw sign 'Police Operation at shoulder pls drive carefully'. Ok, i thought it was just an usual sign to spot speedy drivers. As im going to turn right along BKE/SLE to Mandai, i saw police & army vehicles. There were alot! Then i saw police & army officers along the road kerb. They surrounded the area. They are standing side by side with their riffle. Must be they had information that 'wanted man' whereabouts. When i saw this, frankly i feel goose bum. Im praying so hard so that i dont want to witness any incident happen in front of me. heheheeeee....

Alhamdulillah, i safely reached office.

2008-03-03T13:23:00.000-08:00

Im very proud of my twin nephews, Khairul Anuar & Khairul Azhar for their great achievement. They are eligible to enter NUS. Congratulates to both of them! You make your parent feel proud. Thumbs up for u both!!!!!!

2008-03-02T21:40:00.000-08:00

Since my busy schedule at work, i only can update my post now on weekends at home. Try to squeeze time to publish something.Heheheee....Weekends for me to spend quality time with my family tho i've spend almost a day at mum's place on Saturday. We make an effort to have breakfast & lunch together on Sunday or stay inhouse.

Today thought of going JB with Ayu which we planned earlier. We cancel it due to hot news of dissappearence wanted person. You know who im referring to rite! Instead going to our neighbourhood country, we went for Triumph sales at Union Ind'l Bldg. Actually the info given by my cuzzin thru email & my working colleague reminded me yesterday. Thanks to them both! It was a worthwhile going there. The bras & panties are cheap. Its a huge saving for elder cos she also bought for her daughter.

2008-03-01T23:22:00.000-08:00

Today is another busy day. Im already @ mum's abode at 7am. Get started with sponging mum & also preparing breakfast for the kiddos. Before sent Irsyad for his dancing practise at Centre, we shop items for baking. Yes, its been non stop for me to bake both recipe now. Tengah ghairah uat cake kan...heheheee.

Since i havent bake any for my 1st bro & i heard from niece that they are celebrating brother's birthday tomorrow. The brownie & the pudding will came in handy! Hehehee....After fetch Irsyad, me, Chaca & Nurul went to Choa Chu Kang to sent the cakes.

About reaching mum's place, was told that Kak Leha dropped by to visit mum. Its been so long since i saw her. Im so happy to see her. We were hugging & kissing each other.Heheheee....Susah nak dapat guru camtu. We finally getting started on our lesson this coming Saturday at mum's abode. Told her that i cant be able to recall the 'hukum'.At least i told her before hand. Its been almost 2 years we stop our lesson. Will i survive reciting the Quran?Heheheee...Insyaallah! As long as Kak Leha willingness to guide us, we can achieve!Im so happy that managed to bake her brownie, pudding & apam kukus. I also had chance to drive her back. Alhamdulillah, kebetulan rezeki dia. She repeatedly thanked me. Whatever she said earlier, hopefully membawa BERKAT! Insyaallah. Ameen.

I was busy going up & down to shop as elder sis instruction cos we busy making dessert . Luckily Chaca was there to help. I was hooked on making this Dadih too! Heheheee.

2008-02-25T13:12:00.000-08:00

Special thanks to my cuzzin Aca who had prepare home-made cooling drink for me yesterday. The drink is to cool down your body & yet its so delicious. The drink is a mixture of sugar cane, water chestnut, winter melon & etc....Shes determine to make for me as she knows that the whole week before im not feeling well. Kesian mak aca!!!

I must make an effort to boil for my family too. Thanks for your recipe & especially thanks for your care & concern.

2008-02-25T08:05:00.000-08:00

First foremost, mum condition is getting better even now we didnt gives her depression medicine since she awarded last month. Hopefully she didnt need it anymore. But sometimes she cried too. Her bedsore getting smaller too. But according to Nursing Home, if her wound close but her inner havent heals she need to be operate. Doctor have to open it up again so that we can treat the wound till it heals. Hmmm......when i heard that, its really pain! I wonder how mum feel????? I hope the inner wounds can heals faster before the holes close.

This morning after settle things with mum, me & sister rushed to Jurong Entertainment to buy ingredients to bake brownies & pudding batik. As planned Cik Alma dropped by to visit mum & later we're going to visit our relatives which lives nearby. While waiting me to bake 5 Brownies, Cik Alma & sister accompany mum. They were enjoying talking & laughing away.Heheheee...Good sign!! She even told us stories during her & mum young age. Things that they always do. How my dad during his bachelor time. All her siblings behaves. Heheheeee....i like to hear that. Really shiok!!

As for us, we're busy preparing the necessary. Luckily i brought my oven to speed the baking. The 2 kiddos also join to help too. It makes the job easier & fun too.

After Cik Alma finished her oldies stories & meal, we visited our sick relatives & sent her home. Cik Alma glad to recieve my both recipe for trial. Later we deliver the Brownies to our loves ones . Hopefully it turn to be nice ones & they loves it as i did! Heheheeee...

My 1st Brownies recipe.

After we're back from visiting, i continue my batik pudding to gives away too. Its quite tired for me & bibik. But bottom of it, i feel nice that i can share among families & fren.

My 2nd Pudding Batik recipe. Thanks to my 2nd sister in law!

Even though my 2 junior hero didnt fancy cakes so much, but they enjoy it while we're having our tea time together. As for my hero, he looking forward for kek kukus! Haiyo! susah banget ni....

2008-02-22T08:45:00.000-08:00

Yesterday dinner turns out to be marvellous ones with the company of Ayu & Didi. Actually it was not a plan occasion. I planned last evening to meet Chaca at her working place after work to collect things for my 2nd brother. Told Chaca that i'll be there between 5.50 to 5.55 pm & we planned to meet at roadside of her working place. Trying to call her when about to reach but failed. I wondered where should i lead? Coincident Ayu was on the phone & told me to wait for my niece at her abode which is just a few blocks away. So, without hesitate i went up & was given drink to quench my thirst.

Chaca called me when she about to leave her working place. Ayu & Didi decided to have dinner at Norlin just below my block. They followed me to collect the items from Chaca & lead my way back. They tailgate me till we reached & just nice when we reached hubby & Irsyad was back home. We had dinner together. We had so many to talk about since Ayu waiting for her due date for her 3rd child. Hubby reminded Ayu to avoid eating spicy stuff at this stage. Hmmm.....laki aku ni kepo betul la... bottom of it he mean nice, rite! Heheheee....i remember those day when i was the same state as Ayu, i am the "Queen". My meals was prepared/served by him. I no need to wash my hands as he will placed bowl of water. My leg was being massage after hard day at work. For him, i just need to relax.................WOW! how wonderful my days during pregnancy.

Enough of that, i had excellent dinner yesterday even though this week im not in a mood due to not feeling well.

2008-02-18T08:03:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah mum had her 1st check at Kent Ridge after her
discharge last week. All the result turns out good. Her blood counts stable.
According to Home Nursing nurse, her bedsore healing too. Every morning we
will dress her wound & before we close the with gauze as usual dad will
always see her bedsore & will do prayers.
During this years when
mum in this state, dad always there for her. He never gives up hope. That's why
i adore my dad. Not even a single words he murmured his
regrets. Insyaallah, things will be better.

2008-02-17T22:31:00.000-08:00

Since Irsyad was yearning for scooter, we bought for him. But before he had his first ride, daddy must show his boy how to handle this thing! Rite daddy? Seems that hubby enjoying his 1st rite. Hahaaha.

Yeah, at last he enjoying his rite too. We must often bring him to play to lose his kilos away.

Oh yes, i also got something today. Hubby bought oven for me. Due to yearn learning baking cake, i have one. Alhamdulillah. Yes, recently i was in love to bake brownise which earlier i had when my 2nd sis in law bake for us. She said it was easy as 123. Heheheee

Alhamdulillah, finally in my entire life i had make one. Ive never done this before. I make it at 1st attempt. Insyaallah, will try to improve better ones & will try to be more creative.
& guess what, ive already had 1 order. Heheheee....My twin sister already placed an order for her family.

I've already planned & bought the things for her. See whether i can slog time to bake this week. No promise. Good Luck to me! Hopefully the cake menjadi! Extra income on the way! heheheee...macam real jer.

2008-02-16T23:18:00.000-08:00

Went to workshop at first to fetch hubby lorry which was down since Thursday. End up he told the mechanic to have check up to our car too. Leceh betul la!!!!

This is the workshop that we used to service our lorry & car.

At nite, i had dinner appointment with my best buddy. Ater dinner we went to Jurong Bird Park for a view. For Prema, she used to been there. As for me, this is the 1st time at that tower. Very nice view i should say. Must bring my family here.

Very nicey rite!

2008-02-15T21:08:00.000-08:00

Lately this cat had her own place. Hubby place our rattan box which i decide to throw earlier outside so that she can rest there.

Every morning, we fed her whiskas. She is so use to it till everyday early in morning she will make noise infront the door for her breakfast.

Early in morning everyday i will pass Mandai Road at Reservoir area on the way to work. Sometimes, i feel eerie cos at times there's no car as what the pic shown. Ish!!!

2008-02-10T20:30:00.000-08:00

Today is last day spending my 5 solid days with my family.We had quality time together either outdoor or indoor. How i wish can spend another long holiday like this.

Tomorrow is another daily routine for us. Hmmm....

How i wish to be full time housemaker. How i wish i had my usual pay everymonth without asking from hubby for my daily expenses. On top of that hubby have to fork out his salary for our monthly expenses la. How i wish my wishes comes true. Heheee....That too much of me!

Ok for my day dreaming......This morning we're out from the house as early as 6 plus for our marketing. Fetch elder sis & we heed to Geylang. We're all day at home till later in evening hubby suggest for a scroll nearby the park. Me & Irsyad played badminton for awhile due to windy. We spent an hour plus brisk walking. It is good warm up for tomorrow starting a fresh day @ work.

2008-02-09T21:00:00.000-08:00

Since 2 days CNY holidays we didnt called or asked my elder sis out. Today, we asked her along to IMM which she LOVES to shop at Giant. Heheee....I told myself to disciplin cos ive done my groceries the other day but still i cant overcome it. Hubby was all again behind it. Sometimes i feel its better to go by my own rather when he around. Oh so bad me!

Actually i was craving for BK's chicken drumlets which i had when we're at East Coast beach last Wednesday. Its was a licking good sey.....But it is not selling during breakfast hour. Tak de rezeki betul!

Like most of every Saturday, this cuzzins will always meet each other.They will spent either going to shop, play badminton, uno, go playground or will see TV. Nurul will go back home with me once im done mum 2nd sponging & dad back from work.

By the way, mum's bedsore getting better. Her sore opening getting smaller & there's no yellow discharge. Hopefully she can be cured soonest. Insyaallah. Our prayers is all with you, Mum. Insyaallah.

2008-02-08T20:02:00.000-08:00

Early in morning we are busy touch up all our rooms & spring cleaning. Especially Irsyad room where we need to touch up the painting.While busy doing that, my twin sis call for assistance. She wants us to do the delivery which she is buying sofa from Ikea.

In evening as planned, we met at Ikea & sent the sofa at her door step. She was overjoyed (like me too....tak sabar2 if wanted something) heheheee.....First & foremost i publish her lovely home in my blog.

Iffa just woke up when she saw her new sofa arrival.

My nephew, Fiqa helping his father assemble the sofa. If not, my twin sis cant enjoy her dinner which they suppose to treat us. My dearest hubby simply resting seeing they assemble the item. (Macam tauke jer!)

At last, the sofa was nicely assemble without any hiccups.

Oh yes, she was smiling all the way. Nice to see her satisficatory with the item she bought & the sofa match well with her furnishing consept.

Mr & Mrs Rosli giving us a treat @ Norlin. It just located below my block.Heheeee.......I should say its the best place that i can think off. Me & my family enjoy so much. Thanks to them. The pictures tells everything.

The treat was superb with delicious foods. We will looking forward for 2nd treat. Haahahaaa....Hopefully rezeki mereka suami isteri melimpah2. Ameen. Insyaallah.

2008-02-07T21:00:00.000-08:00

As planned we had a western breakfast that was done by me. Heheheee....Hubby was all behind this. We had shop alot of items to be stocked in the freezer the day before.Like going to have war zone. The breakfast turns out to be marvelous ones with my twin sister around.

We went to Ikea first before sent her home. I bought curtains & kitchen appliances while hubby spotted a chest drawer for Irsyad. We have to go back & fetch his lorry to get the drawer. Quite tedious but worth it.

In the evening, we had invitation to Midah house (hubby's sister). She's celebrating her 1st grandaughter's cukur rambut. She was happy to see hubby since past 2 years we didnt met. When Irsyad saw the baby, he cant resists to carry her. She was so cute & chubby. Irsyad was crazy for her & ask me to bear him one. Nice joke Irsyad. He promised to sleep & take care of the baby. Hahahaaa....So sweet of u but mummy dont have the strength.

Later we went to Parkway Parade cos Midah house is just nearby. This place brings great memories when schooling time. Most of Saturday, me & my schoolmates will lepaz2 here. Those days are superb.

Went to shop bedding & curtain again as some of the shop open. It feel shiok when you have long holidays to spent especially when your beloved people beside you.

Gong Xi Fa Cai & Happy Holidays!

2008-02-06T20:00:00.000-08:00

It been almost 2 mths, Iskandar working @ YCH while waiting for his NS. This was his 3rd pay that he received. When he cames back home, saw his carrying few paper bag & went straight to me. He handed me $100. Alhamdulillah, hubby doesnt want the money from him instead ask him to buy something for his lil bro. I feel so touched when i got money from him. Feels that he grown up so fast.

When he got his 1st pay, he kept all his salary for his pocket money. 2nd ones, he gave me $50 & he bought handphone @ $400+. I see that his been working hard to get extra penny to change his handphone. Actually, i didnt want any of his salary. I thought he can buy anything he wanted which we cant get for him. I wanted he work hard for it. Wants him to be independent. Alhamdulillah, i hope he is. Insyallah He's been a spoiled child since young. Cant blamed him. Eventhough i've been always teasing him for his pay but actually its just testing him. Hehehee.....Im not seeing the value, its just the thought that counts! Sesungguhnye aku tersangat bersyukur Ya Allah dengan rezeki yang kau berikan. Ameen.

See, i snapped the things that he shop since noon. Heheee....

2008-02-06T03:06:00.000-08:00

Its great coz i no need to report to work today. Our company close for New Year. As im taking care of mum last nite, went straight to market in morning to buy breakfast & lead home. Earlier thought hubby is on half day but later he told he's closed to. Hurrayyyy.......we decided lead to East Coast Beach after fetch Irsyad from school.

Irsyad is overjoyed when his wild guess is true. Today the weather & tide is great for us to picnic there. Its been years we've not been there. Recap those days when Iskandar was little, most of our weekends we ''lepaking'' there.

After had our lunch @ BK, Irsyad insists on renting bike which later he feels that people smilling at him cos he's on 4 wheels. Heheheee.......kesian anak mama! Not even half hour, he return back the bike.

We enjoy the quality time together. If only Iskandar can tag along earlier, it will be complete ones. Hmmm.....grow up boy! What can i say.

The ex-life guard was all there making sure of his son safety due to high tide.

2008-02-03T16:52:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i had dinner date with my gal fren Prema & boi fren Alf. Heheee.Both my Panasonic colleague. We thought to give Alf a treat. As plan we're meeting 8 pm @ IMM until i received a call from Babak (my boss) saying ''kenapa arini tak kerja, Nani?" I was shocked at first but i manage to reply him jokingly. Then, he's asking me what time i'll be reaching IMM as he's been there since 5 pm. Hmmm.....i puzzled for a while cos i didnt make any appointment with him earlier. Hahaaa....Really nice joke!

When we're there, saw bapak, his wife & fren. He was there early to shop for Lunar New Year. Finally Alf arrived after few minutes late. Ishhhh.....to be honest, me & Prema felt inconvienence to have dinner together especially Nyonya present. Heheee....This is the my first time meeting her but later everything turns out to be great ones!

After marvellous/filling treat from Babak, me, Alf & Prema went Mc Donald for ice cream & drink.I had a great Saturday Nite date especially with wonderful people like them.

2008-02-02T12:53:00.000-08:00

Since almost 2 years in Kinsen, i've never been so busy as now. So excuse me. Hopefully things will be better, insyaallah.....

2008-01-28T07:46:00.000-08:00

Finally mum's room TV had been replaced. We recky @ IMM in yesterday morning as advise by Ashton & bought @ Best Denki for a great offer.

Call my bro in law to fix for dad. All done with slight hassle but worth of all to make my old man happy. Last nite when i was there, i can see his wide smile on the new TV. Kencang sey! Hmmm.....thinking to get one but tak cukup fulus....Anyone can IOU? Heheheee....

2008-01-27T17:01:00.000-08:00

I had a wonderful Sunday spent with my family. In the morning after had marvelous breakfast, we went to our nearby market. This time, hubby do the marketing while i just stand beside him & was his luck to find flower crab in the market. Yes, his luck! For few weeks he craving for it even we go Geylang but cant be found.

When the hero around, gives me less burden to carrying those heavy stuffs. You know what i mean. Once step in market, my eyes just cant resists. It's just nice to see the fridge full of stuffs. I like it! Heheeee....

Anyway nice quality time spending with family shopping spree & at home watching TV.

2008-01-26T20:35:00.000-08:00

When i reach @ 8.30 am this morning, bibik told me that mum might be discharge. Around 11am after ward doctor view her condition, she approved mum to go back. Syukur.After 1 mth 2 day finally mum can go to her Home Sweet Home. Before we could pack our things, me & bibik rushed to Pharmacy to get mum's materials for dressing her bedsore. Luckily Cik Alma was there to accompany mum. Bibik was stunned to see the amount came out to $350 for her 1 mth supply for her wounds. Seems that we only took small items.Hopefully her 5cm bedsore depth will heal tremendously .

Mum started to cry when i told her that we're going home & when i let her talk to dad. Most of the nurses came by when they heard her loud & manja cries. Heheheee.....

I guess bibik is overjoyed inside when the doctor gave the approval. Heheee...Mana tak, da sebulan tak tidur selesa.

She started to pack even before the doctor approval.Heheee....Oh yes, she cant wait to go home & Oh yes, we missed her cook. Since she in hospital, there is no dishes for us to bring back especially her Sambal Balacan.

At last, Irsyad had the chance to sit in Ambulance which he kept reminded me earlier.

Once we back home, we clean mum up then i started cooking while bibik started tidy up the house. Once dad home, we can see his smile full of vigorously. Even he wants me to check up for a new LCD TV at mum's room which had spoilt. Not bad old man of mine! heheheee......

2008-01-25T07:23:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah, this 2 days i feel relax & of course free from STRESS. Not stress @ work but stress scheduling my time after office hours. As i said from my previous entry, i need to voice out my unhappiness. Before i could voice it, they realised. Last Wednesday, my bro didnt call me to fetch him. I guess he might have feel that im very mad that day. Im glad he realised that. I felt its too much. Another thing was I had a great support from my wonderful companion. I know his busy & tired at work but still doing great favour for me. God had heard my prayers. Alhamdulillah.

Ok, back to mum's condition. Alhamdulillah mum doing great except for her blood counts. Yesterday i went there, mum sleeping soundly. Dad doesnt wants me to disturb her cos earlier she's been crying alot. Bibik said, once mum blood count level reach 7 points. She can be discharge. Right now only 6.3 points. They will monitor daily. Hopefully she will be discharge soon cos yesterday dad had voice out his tiredness. Yesterday was mum 1 month stay in hospital. Within this 1 month, dad had never failed to see her even we told him to see her alternate day.

Many thank you to my cousin (Aca), friend (Ashton), niece (Caca) who always borrow their shoulder to cry on & concern about Mum & me. Thanks dearies. Your kind concern is much appreciated. To my beloved 1st & 2nd brother who always countlessly show their concern to 3 of us. No other brothers can ever replace you. You're the best brother that we had & we glad to have YOU.

2008-01-23T11:09:00.000-08:00

Many thanks to dearest hubby yesterday when i went home, he already cook. Selamat!!!! He even serve me & we had a nice meal together. Cant imagine if everyday like this. What a day man! Heheee... I just had to pack for dad. As for dad, he just loves his menantu dishes! Hehehee...

We waited for Irsyad & left to hosptial. Hubby drove us to there. Alhamdulillah. As for me, sitting at back sit coaching Irsyad with his homework. At least Irsyad can settle down when we got home. Doctor examine mum when we got there. I talked to him regarding mum's wounds & her blood issues. After the explanation, at least i know where they leading to & what the next step. The doctor shows concern that her long stay but still they have to comes out with a solution cos yesterday that had successfully done the endoscopy but still no bleeding sign.

Whatever the solution is, hopefully is the best for mum. Insyaallah. As for me, yesterday was a relaxing mind. Free from stress, rush & anything la... Alhamdulillah.

2008-01-22T08:29:00.000-08:00

Im not sure whether i complain alot lately. Might be im too emotional or i felt im holding too much things? I felt my blog now contains more of unhappy/dissatisfied moments instead of happy ones. I felt that i need to raise up white cloth. Yes, i must admit that i cant do it anymore. Whatever it is i will try to voice out!!! I hate myself for being DARE NOT person.

Yesterday i waited 2 solid hours in the car for 3rd bro from his dialysis centre which he told me to fetch him @ 8.15pm. I was freaking mad to be honest. I cried too. I felt very lousy. I thought i can just fetch him & can be home to coach my son with his lessons. Can finish my laundry, ironing before i goes to bed. I felt sad to leave the house with the unfinished work. I left my family before i could cook rice. I left before i could finish the dishes cos earlier i was rushing to finish up dad's meal for the following day. I left my family without a complete dinner. If only he could tell me about the delay, i can complete my daily chores without any worries. Poor my husband have to finish up my work & had his dinner late too. I felt this is TOO MUCH!

Another incident is when reach his home, to my surprise all the family members already asleep. OMG!!! The maid have to go up wake them up for 10 mins to geT the wheelchair for bro. I tell u, my blood pressure already at the highest point. I GIVES UP!

2008-01-20T15:30:00.000-08:00

As yesterday i bought quite number of pirated DVDs from JB, my lil pumpkin & hubby woke up early to view it. After prepared fried rice for breakfast, i manage tons of laundry & ironing which was held up.

After Zhuhur we went hospital. Mum cried when see Iskandar. I guess its been too long since Iskandar visited her. Mum still on that 'diarrhea' medicine. Yesterday she had to finish 3 litre with no meals. So, mum had to fast for a day. Every 3-5 minutes we had to change her.

Yesterday mum's bed was crowded with relatives, her sister & her sis in law. Upon seeing every one of them, mum started to cry. They also cried too. Its so emotional moments! Cik Alma cried when i showed mum's bedsore. She cant bear to see mum's suffering. She talked to mum most of the time. Told mum to be strong. She even help us to clean with the clean ups.

2008-01-19T20:46:00.000-08:00

At 9.15 am i was already at hospital assist bibik with the cleans up. Today i went there by bus as i cant stand with the parking fees. So Ex! Well, mum still having slight fever. As yesterday ive highlighted to the nurse that mum needs a good bath. We push her to trolley & get her bath that morning & mum finally had a fresh bath as what i've done every Saturday at home. But this time, she was lying on trolley for her bath. Whatever it is, mum had a clean & clear bath.

As mum still on medication to clear her bowel, we still have to clean her up fast or else she will get blister or her skin can easily sore. As soon as elder sis came, i went home @ 5.15 pm when hubby dearest fetch. I can feel my body ache as most of time we turn mum right & left. I guess mum is tired too. Poor her. As for bibik, i guess she's exhausted but she still SURVIVING!!! heheee... Maybe from the 'Kacip Fatimah' drink that elder sis told her to drink! Hahahahaaa....

Although im complaining aching but that didnt stop me for going JB with my lovely niece & her fiance, Kirin . We had a wonderful ride. At last, we reached our destination after postphone the previous day... Well, nice exploring ya babe!

2008-01-18T20:07:00.000-08:00

I took a day off to see the doctor regarding mum. Its been 26 days she's been awarded. Her condition seems to be unstable due to mostly she had fever & her blood counts issue. Waited for the doctor almost 2.30 pm which he was held up with meeting. Got no choice as i need to confirm what will they do after this. I was informed by the nurse earlier that mum need to go Endoscopy. She needs to clear her bowel thoroughly. Hmmmm.....this will be her 4th times!

After had a warm discuss with the doctor,i agree with his decision. But we got no choice to go thru cleaning up mum every 15 mins or earlier.Mum will have to have to drink that medicine continously for 3 days! I left hospital at 4.15 pm after hubby fetch & we went to workshop to collect our car which under servicing.

Not sure how many bags of drip & blood they have input!

That day mum hand, necks looks like rashes all over & her cheeks seems that she putting on blusher. So red!

Mum having fever. We have to put compressor to cool her down.

2008-01-17T15:23:00.000-08:00

Yesterday im freaking mad + fear. I was on the way to send Irsyad to his silat lesson as i received call from 3 bro asking me where am i? How come i still havent fetch him? I was really mad as i see the time its just 5 min after 8 pm which im suppose to fetch him at half past 8. I've already planned after i sent irsyad, i need to sent food at dad's place which i cook earlier. Then will fetch bro.

How can i not freaking fear cos i almost not acknowledge there's still pedestrian crossing the road while taking to bro on my bluetooth. Alhamdulillah, nothing happens. It's really makes my heart beats faster. For a second i stop, ive been thinking if this continuous that i need to rush most of the time, its too dangerous for me & others. Im a 'kanchong' lady where i takes things serious mostly & i think im kinda person which can always count on. Hahahaaaa....letak bakul angkat sendiri!

Sometimes, i feel given up! Its so stress full when i think about it. I have many...many on my head. Insyaallah, mudah mudahan Allah memberi jalan untuk ku. Insyaallah.

2008-01-15T22:30:00.000-08:00

Early this morning, i went marketing before set off to work. Ive planned to cook 'celok' for dad & fried veggie for bibik. She loves veggies. During my way home, my mind focus on things that needed before fetching Irsyad.

When i stepped in the house, the aroma really makes me hungry. Hubby had just finished cooking 'Asam Pedas', telur dadar & fried nuggets. Today, hubby went home early & decided to cook as he knows that ive always rushing to finish up my chores. Since a while hubby didnt cook for us .Alhamdulillah, one of my duty today has accomplished. We went to see mum & packed some dishes for dad & 4th bro. As usual, dad is delighted when he heard his son in law cook the dishes. Hehehee...

Mum has been sleeping thru. She was on anti-biotics when i reach. Not sure when she can be discharge cos her fever is up & down.

2008-01-12T20:52:00.000-08:00

This morning, fetch Cik Alma & we went to hospital. If shes around, she will be cracking jokes for us. Today, she was telling bibik about my appearance when i was a kid. How i am so attached with her. Thanks Cik Alma for being great aunty & also nice of her for snaping my ugliest photo i've ever had. Because of that photo, im always being called 'ana keling'!Hmmmm....

Bibik & Cik Alma went home together as bibik need to go for her 1 year check-up. When 2nd bro came exactly at 2.30pm, i left mum & fetch 3rd bro @ 3pm for his dialysis session.

Mum was scan this morning but they still puts her on monitoring due to her blood level.

Irsyad will always be my company when visiting time. Mostly we plays UNO or PSP to fill his boredness.

We went to Spring CC in the evening to collect his bursery of S$150. Alhamdulillah. Hopefully next year got the chance to receive again. Insyaallah.

2008-01-10T08:03:00.000-08:00

2 days ive not been seeing mum. I only can hear her cries yesterday when bibik put her mobile to mum. My schedule very tied. My mind full of solutions. Thought of going to hospital straight then can buy dinner for dad & bibik then can send him back then fetch bro. But yesterday hubby was late. Ive to fetch Irsyad then sent him to Silat lesson as he was absent for quite sometimes already. Hmmmm...I wish i can be there for all my love ones!

Hope dad understand my situation. Im worried to run around & stress myself while driving. Lately, i felt i cant carry all the task. I must release some of the task. I cant forced myself into it cos im no longer energetic like those days. I have to get some space & rest. Its for my own good. I have to think of myself before i get sick. Im not SUPERWOMAN. But when i tried to, i felt bad about it! Hope mum will faster discharged from hospital.

Yesterday, met Prema after sent Irsyad to Silat lesson. She was so sweet to accompany me fetching bro. Then, i dont need to fetch his maid to help me. Prema accompany me throughout Irsyad's lesson end. Babe, thanks alot for being concerned. Your assistance is highly much appreciated! At last, you able to see how my bro condition & from your eyes i can see how you pitied him.

2008-01-09T22:53:00.000-08:00

Doa Akhir Tahun dibaca 3 kali pada akhir waktu Asar atau sebelum masuk waktu Maghrib pada akhir bulan Zulhijjah.
Sesiapa yang membaca doa ini, Syaitan berkata
"Kesusahan bagiku dan sia-sia lah pekerjaanku menggoda anak Adam pada setahun ini dan Allah binasakan
aku satu saat jua. Dengan sebab membaca doa ini, Allah ampunkan dosanya setahun"

Berikut adalah Doa Akhir Tahun

Doa Awal Tahun dibaca 3 kali selepas maghrib pada malam satu Muharram. Sesiapa yang membaca doa ini, Syaitan berkata
"Telah amanlah anak Adam ini daripada godaan pada tahun ini kerana Allah telah mewakilkan
dua Malaikat memeliharanya daripada fitnah Syaitan".

Berikut adalah Doa Awal Tahun

2008-01-08T12:57:00.000-08:00

When i got up from bed this morning, i felt no good. My body aching. I felt im falling sick soon. Lately Ive been busy since mum hospitalized & travelling to & fro.

Last Sunday, dad told me not to go hospital yesterday since im fetching bro from dialysis. But yesterday when i got home, dad call & ask whether im coming? Hmmm....Since he called, i dont have the heart to say NO! Bought him dinner & went straight to hospital. Luckily hubby is home to fetch Irsyad.

A while later, bro called to fetch him @ 9pm. Dad says since we're on the way home might as well we fetch bro first then sent him home. But im worried dad doesn't have enough rest to go to work the next day. I sent dad home first then fetch my bro instead. Finally i step home almost 10.15 pm & too tired to do anything. So, today after work i have tons to do! Ive make arrangement with my 1st bro to sent dad home today as i will not be able to go hospital.

I really need to pull hand brake today.....I need to absorb some energy as i felt my 'wheel power' getting low signal! Heheheee.....

Seeing him in this state, how can i ignore & being selfish. Im hoping one day, my bro can lead normal life as he used to be. Insyaallah. Let's pray for him, will ya!

2008-01-07T13:29:00.000-08:00

Yesterday mum quite emotional. Mostly all visitor came she will cry. She even cried when my 2 bro approach her. Her blood count still very low & total 8 packets of blood already transfer to her. They refer mum to blood specialist where they will review her today.

Hopefully there's nothing serious, insyaallah. Hopefully mum can be home soonest cos i pitied dad that travelling to & fro.

2008-01-06T07:42:00.000-08:00

Yesterday noon met Asia & we survey 2 of the childcare centre. 1st we went to B.Batok which Irsyad used to be there and we had the chance to met Cik Su (Sparkletot's Principal). Its really brings back the memories when Irsyad step in to the centre. Cik Su can recalled back the incident where i cried to see my lil pumpkin running & crying when im fetching him. Cik Su gave me a good advise & assurance that Irsyad will settle down soon. Yes, till now ive never forget the warm welcome that was given to us when Irsyad was there.

Even just now, Tcr Danah called me asked about Irsyad & mum. What a coincident! She admit during Irsyad batch was the best bunch that are so supportive. Thumbs up to Irsyad & his gang. Irsyad is glad being able to see his ex-principal & talk to his ex-teacher too!

Then, we went to another childcare located at Jurong West Ext & later we proceed for lunch. Asia, what you said earlier is true... how come most of our lunch end up @ Mc Donald. Hahahahaaa....

2008-01-03T22:24:00.000-08:00

Yesterday after Irsyad came back from school. He looked happy & looking forward to go to school. Alhamdulillah, hope he can cope & listen to his teacher instruction. Insyaallah! Me too hope can cope teach him especially Maths! Aku sememangnye hilaf this subject!!! Toloongggggggggg...

Finally, im back to work today after 5 days off duty. I feel my car need to have a bath after seeing all the dry leaves everywhere the body. Hahahaa...Luckiest is my working place have this facilities! Save my single penny ya!. Now hubby is too lazy to groom our car. If not we just went to nearest car wash to get it done.

Semangat sey aku ni!!!!!Hahahaaaa

Hmm...now slightly look much better after morning bath.

2008-01-02T21:34:00.000-08:00

Today i took a day off to make sure my lil pumpkin get into new appointed school bus smoothly.

After settle all the arrangements, i meet my ex-PSY colleagues after our few appointments cancelled due to some commitments.

Well, i must say the lunch date is marvellous. We had tremendously sinful lunch..hahahaaa! I mean really too much as i didnt took any meal after that. I must thanks to Prema for absorbing the bills. Thanks babe for the lunch, i enjoy it to the fullest!

We went to IMM Swensen to dip in their specialities!

After a hardcore meal, we browsing mostly all the shop for almost 4 hours to digest our food. We do some shopping too. Then, Prema decide to change environment. We dropped to Science Centre Mc Donald for a drink.

Then later she suggest to go to Jurong Point for some shopping at Espirit & John Little.

P.S: Babe, i can feel the tiredness but i enjoy it very much!! Btw, you shouldn't have deleted your solo pix without my PERMISSION! Nevermind, i will get you tho!

2008-01-02T07:11:00.000-08:00

As usual before scope, mum have to take medicine to clear her bowel. She wont be able to take any feeding by then. Instead they will gives her packets of drips & hourly passed out medicine. Yesterday since morning, bibik & elder sis didnt draw out mum's curtain. Almost a day mum's ward curtain was close due to her repeatedly passed out. Till the last medicine given @ 6pm, we sponge her & draw the curtain. Hopefully the scope will be a success ones! If not, the doctors cant detect where's the leakage.

2008-01-01T20:38:00.000-08:00

Yesterday mum had her 2nd Endoscopy @ 11am. The scope will be done from her anus.We accompany her till 3pm @ Kent Ridge. Her result comes out negative due to

still shows some stool blocking
afraid she will bleeds if they do thoroughly

Doctor advised us that she needs to do final scope on 2/1/08 again due to mum's blood count rate. They cant find any inner bleeding. cope. Hopefully this time they will success . Insyaallah!

Sending mum off to Endoscopy's entrance.

After 3 hours in the Endoscopy, Irsyad helping the potter to push mum to the ward.

That nite, as promised, me & hubby bring Irsyad to countdown @ Boon Lay.

Actually supposed to bring him to Vivo City but we changed planned due to hubby tiredness. Hmmmm......tak sporting la!

Anyway, the celebration @ Boon Lay not as bad as i thought. It was a memorable ones for us.There are Pasar Malam & exhibition too.

The pix will elaborate more!

2007-12-30T22:20:00.000-08:00

I've just know from 2nd bro frens that when you park your car @ NUH for long hours. Is advise to change your parking tickets to the person that station @ Valvet parking area. The changeable ticket for $4 instead of hourly charge. I think is not hourly charge cos ive park for 8 hours. They charge me @ $9.60 instead.

So if anyone going to park for long hours, can save your single penny!

2007-12-29T20:38:00.000-08:00

Today i have to swap duty with Bibik. While she went back to have fresh bath & do some house chores at home which instruct by dad, i had to standby almost a day @ hospital.

Doctor said that mum blood counts at very low rate which they need to find the cause of it. They even transfer few packets of blood to mum. Will see the result after they doing scope on 31/12/07.

2007-12-28T09:30:00.000-08:00

As Irsyad's centre is closed for 3 days, i have to find alternative ways to get someone babysit him. Due to mum at hospital bibik cant be the right person. Hmmm.... Well i get Nurul, my niece to babysit him.

Yesterday when i got home, im surprise to see my dinner is nicely placed on the dinning table. Hot milo complete with napkin with fork & spoon. I thought hubby is the one who serve me. So surprisingly the 2 kids been preparing for me before i got home. They serve as if im eating at restaurant. Really!!! I should have take the pix la.....hmmmm cos i thought hubby is the one after im enjoining the food then the kiddos told me about it. They so sweet to clean up the house & tidy all the bedrooms too. So sweet of them! Normally when im around, they dont even wash their own plate. Heheeeee.....See, sometimes you never know they can be much helpful. Thanks kiddos for make my day. Really appreciate that.

Mum at hospital for 3 days now. Yesterday when i came, she finally awake. She seems to aware her surroundings & starring at me while im talking to her. According to the staff nurse, they done all checking include x-tray, scope alhamdulillah, she fine. My 3rd bro is warded too. He will undergo minor operation for his new points at his leg today.

I just received a call from Dr Tan query about mum before she bedridden. She said mum have to undergo scope at her anus area whether any blood leakage due to her blood counts still at low rate. They will check & will let us know the result.

2007-12-26T10:20:00.000-08:00

Last Monday was declared half day to all Kinsen staff. We were overjoyed with my MD last minute decision.

That morning i busy calling Home Nursing due to mum's bedsore cos earlier when i clean her wound, the gauze already soaked with pus. Nurse cant attend to mum due to their half day @ work too. Earlier i was advised by in house nurse to sent mum to A&E if the pus continuously flows.

That evening, we decided to her to A&E & she finally warded @ 1 am. Yesterday she was fine but runs with fever & was given 2 bag of blood cos her blood count quite low. Yesterday i receive call from Bibik @ 10.45 pm saying that mum had vomit twice. Bibik quite scared. I rushed down with hubby till i see mum stable but still runs with fever.

2007-12-24T14:09:00.000-08:00

I woke up early on Sunday just to prepare breakfast for my lovely family & by noon all my "mee soto'' licin....Alhamdulillah...

It's like your hard work being paid off!

Im shocked Nurul can have 2nd helping for this quantity. Nurul, if you can maintain it by no time your weight can be easily increase.

Good Job! Please eat more.........

& of course game time after eating session.

In the evening, i dropped by my twin sister working place & had a OTO massage chair for 45 mins. I tell you, this machine is as good i you go to spa sey... It really massage your whole body. Head to toe. I feel like dozing off. If only i have one at home.

Hmmm...stop dreaming la!

Not bad, Irsyad too enjoying the massage session.

Hubby manage to sit on the massage chair for few minutes & later relaxing with a cup of coffee.

Iffa & Irsyad cant take their hands off the baby snake....eeeiiiiii shooo geli!

Irsyad said, Mama wants to hold this? It cant bite....It still a baby what?.

2007-12-23T14:07:00.000-08:00

Yesterday nite, i met Asiaton after work. We've been postphone our meeting numerous times due to our busy schedule. I picked Asia at Jurong East Entertainment & proceed to Mc Donald @ Science Centre.

Surprisingly, there's a lot of people & of course noisy but it didn't stop us from chatting all the way. Frankly, it's nice to meet old buddy even though we chat online most of time but eye to eye contacts make a large difference. You feel much closer though.

P.S : Ton, sori i cant suit your taste that day. Instead going to Delifrance, we ended up at Mc Donald..

I spent 3/4 of my Saturday @ mum place. Of course thru & fro from the house & this time i also get bibik involved with new project.. Pulling my white hair!...hahahaaa....

The best part, she enjoyed doing it. I tell you she so professional that i cant even feel my hair being pulled.

She even share with me her past life story.....so sad : (

2007-12-21T10:21:00.000-08:00

Yesterday nite, my ex-classmate, Asiaton dropped by to send homemade dishes prepared by her dearest mum. Im so touched & blessed that mostly people around me is so concerned & generous.

Ton, makanan tu sume licin kita 4 branak sapu, Alhamdulillah! Semoga Allah murahkan rezeki keluarga kau ton. Ameen. Syukran ton!

2007-12-20T18:00:00.000-08:00

Yesterday after work went Cik Alma abode to collect Ketupat & Lepat. We are so thankful that she had given each one of us a big plastic bag containing this. We also grateful that being able to eat those traditional homemade food prepared by our dearest.

Im also thankful to my elder sis & bibik too who are kind enough to cook this 2 marvelous dishes for Hari Raya while im at work yesterday.

Ayam masak merah.......yummy, both my sons loves it!

Daging masak semur.....sedap!

As Irsyad numerous time complaining craving for chewing gums. Hubby & me decided to bring our children to JB today. Although its Hari Raya Haji, when the man already sounded his intention meaning he got the mood!

So, at 8.30 am we reach JB checkpoints & fulfill Irsyad craving for chewing gums & bought few PS2 games & DVD. We had Mc Donald at City Square for breakfast. As the shopping mall still close we headed to Larkin. Luckily there a few shops open & we manage to shop Irsyad school items. As for Iskandar, he shop for his safety boots for his new job.

On my way back at JB checkpoints, suddenly my shoe torn. If only it happens @ Larkin so that i can purchase new ones. I had difficulties to walk as i need to ensure i can reach my final destination which at Woodlands Checkpoints or else i had be to be bare foot. That why we could only reach our final destination at 11.15 am. Im glad the road & human traffic goes smooth throughout the journey.

Sayonara to my scandal!

Manage to get the craving items for Irsyad...Heheehe...Hopeful this few will sufficient enough.

2007-12-19T14:13:00.000-08:00

On Tuesday nite we accompany the man to Eunos then headed to Geylang. Most of time we didnt missed drop by to Teh Tarik Muslim Eating House. The delicacy was superb. Hot & crispy.

Located opposite Joo Chiat Complex.

Irsyad still can pose me a smile after numerous times complaining of hunger. Heheheee...

These are my favourites.... Dendang kasturi. Cant leave home without it! Now mostly all stall will mixed the green beans with coconut. But this stall sold originally in green bean only. Like my mum used to make. How i loves it so much!!!

2007-12-16T19:48:00.000-08:00

Sunday morning after our outdoor breakfast, we cant find any shop or workshop
nearby open to make our new car plate. So, in the meantime hubby got it fix by
plastering the plates all over. Heheheee......

Alhamdulillah, all the men in the house get involved in the housechores that day. For instance, hubby help with the house chores, Iskandar went marketing & Irsyad help me in the kitchen to prepare lunch of the day!!!!

I felt good & appreciated when all put their helping hands together to complete the tasks in our home sweet home.

Irsyad so keen in helping me in kitchen whenever im cooking. Nak jadi chef tk? Hehehee..

All the dishes he wash. Good job my son!

Menu of the day! Dalca daging....hmmmm sedap : P

2007-12-15T19:24:00.000-08:00

My schedule so tight on last Saturday. After settle mum, i fetch Cik
Alma after her part time job to our regular spot. I felt guilty that she had to accompany me
although i know she hide her tiredness.

On that day, i felt slightly down due to irresponsible driver who knock my
front bumper. Argghhhhh.......so irresponsible u!!! Its only for 2 hours that i park at mum's car park & my car being knocked! Although im not there to
witness it but im sure you will feel guilty. Thats for sure! Even though
the parking lots is so empty & spacious how come u like to kiss my car? Why my car???? Hmmm......
Another incident when i was about to complete my parking at HDB lots, where we are about to see Irsyad performance on stage
suddenly there sequencing sound & my behind car plate number totally broke.Masyaallah! The roots of a tree
was behind it. Heheee.... Im not the only one who broke my car plate there. I guess few of them. No wonder the lots is empty. Wakenababe! Both me nor the roots are at fault
anyway but im grateful that both incident happen hubby was around. At least he witness it. Its guess it just not my day!
Enjoy the pics!

Host for the day for 2008 PPIS Carnival.

Che wah!.....Yusrina ada tokoh replace Siti Nurhalizah la....she shooo sporting singing!

Irsyad too enjoy dancing as back up dancer.....& loves that song by School Musical 1!

In the evening, ive to rush to send my bro to dialysis after sponge mum which was heavily rain. Im glad bibik & me managed to pack him foods where he can consumed during his dialysis instead of tibits.

Im supposed to meet Prema for dinner at Swensen that nite but was cancel due to unforeseen matter. Im glad it was cancel cos im totally exhausted!

2007-12-09T16:03:00.000-08:00

My Saturday stay in period @ mum abode was fully occupied with her. That day i was free from everything...importantly free from being a driver !!!. Heheheee. That is the right time mum need to be groom. Before her bath, i trim her hair which getting longer & thicker. Mum looks alike her elder brother when she look like this.

After her clean bath, i took that moment to feed her. We cant be always depends on our maid to feed her. During feeding time, this is where i can have good eye contact & communicate with her. It was been a year plus mum depend only to 'Nepro' to quench her thirst or hunger. Sometimes its sad to see that she can only have that. Those days, among her favourites: satay, any noodle (only buy from Malay stall, even Chinese halal foods she reject), durian...oh she loves it!

Luvs u shooo much mum! Nothing in world is comparable than your luvs for us!

2007-12-08T15:45:00.000-08:00

Every year my FIL will definitely step to our abode visiting on Hari Raya. Since 2 years after a fall, he had difficulties in walking & no more visiting especially to our abode.

On last 6th Dec @ 2.15 pm, he left us forever.

Semoga Allah S.W.T. mencururi rahmat ke atas rohnya. Amin

2007-12-04T08:12:00.000-08:00

Mostly everyday this stray cat will accompany me downstairs on my way off from the house. She will "meow" all the way when i open the door. Since my husband didnt sent me to work this faithfull cat at least sent me to the car. Heheheeee....

Irsyad is so fond of her. Whenever feeding time, Irsyad will call her & she will definately heard him. Forget what he had name her cos few times he changed. *laugh*

See, she so clever to see at the camera. Cat can also be your best friend. Agree?

2007-12-02T18:43:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah, we managed to submit Irysad Edusave Merit Bursery sponsored by EDUSAVE ENDOWMENT FUND, SOUTH WEST CDC and JURONG CENTRAL CITIZENS CONSULTATIVE COMMITTEE for good academic performance. The closing date is on 3rd December 2007. Heheheee...which is tomorrow. I always had a bad habit of late submission. Heheheee... Insyaallah, kalau ada rezeki, dapat la Irsyad. They will post us a letter.

Today we went to Irsyad's malay teacher wedding invitation which located same block as mum. Irsyad quite disappointed cos didnt managed to take picture & salam his teacher. His chatter mouth didnt stop mumbling for not being there early. Upon salam the mak pengantin, Irsyad managed to salam the whole row of makcik2 who are busy chatting with mak pengantin while we left him behind. Heheheee....end up i got the scolding from him for not salam all the makcik2 there! Tak dapat salam pengantin, mak pengatin pun orite per, right Irsyad?